An angel thrown away!

I was watching the news yesterday and as always there were people getting killed, there were accidents that happened but the one thing that really got to me was the infant that was thrown in the garbage. How can a mother do that to her child? It really irritates the hell out of me to know that when it came to sex they just took their pleasure without thinking of the consequences and when it happens they just abort the child or deliver it but then throw it away. The baby wasn't even wrapped in a cloth or something but in a plastic bag, imagine that a plastic bag. Grrrr if I could get my hands on that mother I would probably shake her till her mind would register what she did wrong.

For me a child is a precious gift. Some couples are paying a hell of a lot just to get pregnant and here comes these stupid women throwing their babies away or aborting them. They could have given the baby to a couple who really wants them. I just don't understand the way they think. I feel like they threw an angel away.

Sick as a Pup!

It has been 2 days and I still feel as lousy as when my fever started. I don't know if this is just a simple cold or the flu. At first I had a runny nose hahahah it was like my nose was some kind of a faucet, it dripped like water yuk. It is very embarrassing because you sometimes can't tell when it would drip. It is a good thing that I am just resting at home and did not have to go out or else I would embarrass myself in public. Just imagine walking around with your nose dripping all over.

I ate lots of oranges in the morning so that helped somehow and I have been drinking a lot of liquid because I feel like my insides are on fire. My lips are cracked OUCH!! it really hurt when I happen to smile or stretched my lips so I'm putting on some lip balm to make it stretchable so to speak. Boy being sick really does suck. My head feels like there is someone banging a drum inside, I feel so weak and sleepy all the time. Well the only consolation I see is that I think I will loose a little weight heheheh because my appetite is gone but then again even though I can't taste the food I still eat until I feel like bursting so I guess the consolation just went down the drain. Darn it Darn it. An opportunity lost heheheheh. Oh well at least eating would keep my strength up. I hope tomorrow I will feel much better. PLEASEEEEEEEE.

Internet Romance! Do they really work?

When I say internet romance what comes to mind is sitting in front of the computer and talking to a particular person you haven't met before. I know because I have had many experience with this particular topic. Do they really work? Well so far for me it hasn't happened yet. Sure I found a lot of guys who one could consider a nice catch but then again the distance proved to be the catalyst for the relationship to fail.


I have had trust issues as well when it came to really getting to know that person because how can one really tell if the other is telling you the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help me God? Yup God's help would surely be needed in those instances. A lot have lied and gotten away with it but it goes both ways too. I for one am not a good liar when it comes to remembering the little white lies and it would be hypocritical of me to say I haven't ever lied before.


From my observation a lot of women are using the internet as a means of scamming and getting some monetary exchange for that said romance. I am not here judging them for that but it kinda makes me sad to think that these women are selling themselves short but with the economy shot right now I can't blame them either, we must do what we have to do to live.


I can't say that internet romances don't work at all because my sister found her prince charming through this kind of romance and they are a happy couple in fact they already have a proof of their love in the form of my intelligent (after me of course heheheheh) and cute niece kaitlyn.


Well as I am writing this blog I have concluded that romance may come in any form and it definitely depends on the couple for it to work or not.

Looking for a new place to live! It sucks!

My my my I didn't expect looking for a new house to live in could be so tough. We walked and walked and rode and rode the public transportation and we couldn't find a suitable house to live in. Since the world crisis has affected our friend Anton in england who is helping us, we decided to help him also by looking for a much cheaper house to rent. He didn't tell us to move though but we offered and it isn't a big deal for us since we are used to simple living. But boy does it suck to look for a good place to live in. It's tiring and time consuming not to mention it costs a lot too but I am hoping that we will be able to settle in a happy house or apartment or whatever is most affordable and suitable. I weally weally hope we find one heheheheheh.

Christmas or commercialmas

What is Christmas to me? Christmas to me is the celebration of the birth of Christ our savior. Christians coming together to remember when Jesus was born. Why is it important? The importance of Christ's birth is the beginning of our salvation. He was born into this world to save us from our sins. I am not a theologian nor am I a religious fanatic but I do believe in my heart that Through Jesus I am saved, that my soul is saved from damnation. I am not perfect nor do I want to be because one can just imagine the pressure of being and acting perfect all the time. I think it would drive me nuts.

It seems now a days that people are giving more importance to the decorations, the food and the gifts to give each other rather than preparing themselves for the coming of Christ. It is the time to give and help the less fortunate. It is the time to relish in the joy of giving rather than on the receiving end. Yes, it makes us happy when we receive gifts but wouldn't your happiness be more meaning if you see other people with so much joy when you extend a little gift to them? I often ask myself this question : How lucky am I?

The way I see it now Christmas had been too commercialized. Stores having extravagant decorations, Santa costumes and all that. I don't have anything against the image of Santa Clause because he inspires people to give and share but shouldn't it be Christ instead of Santa who is given the most credit on this season since it is His birthday after all?Now that the world is in crisis does it mean then that we don't celebrate christmas because we don't have enough to buy decorations, food and gifts? I think not. We can celebrate by getting the family together and give thanks that we are together and still able to rejoice in the birth of our Lord.

Twins!

A friend of mine had twins just last month. We use to live very near each other in fact when you go out the backdoor you can see their house . A lot of family live in that one house. Her Family just occupies one room and they are about 9 in the family including the new born twins now. So they are like squashed together like sardines when they go to sleep there. They are poor and I don't say this to demean them or something like that I am just stating a fact. Almost all of her children were born at home.

We were actually expecting her to deliver this month of December when one day last month she just called me up while I was out on an errand to tell me that she had delivered and that it was twins. I was really shocked to learn when she said she just had them at home. The babies were really small and the old midwife who actually isn't your typical went to school and learned to deliver babies type was surprised when the first came and then she looked down and saw feet poking out. That was the only time my friend learned she had twins. She didn't have any prenatal ultrasound done so that's why she was as surprised as the old midwife. They came to visit me just yesterday and the babies were so tiny that I was afraid I'd break them or drop them. The other one was very small and I told her mom to call her Hope because the other one she called Grace. I really pity the twins because they had lots of mosquito bites and I felt like someone was squeezing my heart literally while I was looking at them. They should be in an incubator and monitored you know but they can barely afford food for themselves what more payment in the hospital. It's times like these that I wish I have all the money in the world so I can help them. Makes me even want to cry right now. Here are pics I took of them yesterday.


Makes me think how lucky I actually am.

Yum yum cookies!

Wow! I didn't realize how long it has been since I wrote something in my blog. Oh well baking cookies has taken all my time now. Since I love cooking I thought of using it to earn money and so I started baking cookies not long ago and then asked my cousin Dominic to sell them at his work place. Wah lah the cookies were a huge success. He works in a call center so I can understand why the cookies were a hit. I used to work in a call center and I found that we like to nibble while we are on a call or on a break , you know just to keep our minds off the pressure of the job and knowing filipinos well we sort of love to eat. Food business will always be a huge success here in the Philippines since the people oh so love their food.

I thank my aunt also for sharing some of her cookie recipes. I just modified some of them to suit my needs and my budget and yet not taking all the goodness and yumminess out of the cookies. For now my cookies are chocolate oatmeal, buffalo chip, chocolate chip and coconut cookies. I have also been baking mini apple pies . They also seem to love it. I have a very small oven which you just put on top of the stove, I wish mine were bigger but when more profit comes them I will buy some. My oven looks kinda scary since the outside is mostly busted up and a bit rusty but not to worry though the inside is very very clean, I made sure of that. And now presenting the cookie pictures and the mini pies too .heheheheheh. TADAHHHHHH!